A dream boy is just a dream.

I loved you not because you were great
But because you were naive
I loved you not because you were hot
But because you looked helpless
I loved you not because you needed me
But because I needed you

I loved you not because you were my dream
But because you were totally different
I loved you not because you gave me satisfaction
But because you never satisfy my needs.

Is it true love?
Or is it just plain stupidity?

Though I know deep down you don't deserve me
I keep on pushing myself to you
Why?
It's simple... cause I'm hoping you would atleast love me the way i love you.

I'm crazy, never felt this way before
And it isnt a great feeling.
Infact I hate it,
I loathe it.

You were a thing,
But I treated you as a human being.
You were nothing
But to me you were my everything.

This illusion should stop
Though I have no proof that you are just using me
And though you are not really using me
I don't care anymore

Once before you made me happy

Then you made me crazy

After that I was angry...

But now,

I just want to be free.