ADIE

FAB MODEL: ADIE
AGE: 21
HEIGHT: 5'7
LOCATION: Sampaloc
Conatct #: 09273802061

Adie, adie adie... the boy next door...oops no, being just the boy next door is an understatement, adie is the HOTTIE next door! standing at 5'7 wearing his semi-fit V-necked shirt really caught my attention! not to mention his manly stare that would drive you so wild! his politeness surpasses his looks! with his gentle but firm hand shake i totally melted. i watched as he walked, oh how i wished i could be right next to him, his manly walk just gives me the shivers! I imagined my self being a complete woman with him! He truly is a good catch!

A dream boy is just a dream.

I loved you not because you were great
But because you were naive
I loved you not because you were hot
But because you looked helpless
I loved you not because you needed me
But because I needed you

I loved you not because you were my dream
But because you were totally different
I loved you not because you gave me satisfaction
But because you never satisfy my needs.

Is it true love?
Or is it just plain stupidity?

Though I know deep down you don't deserve me
I keep on pushing myself to you
Why?
It's simple... cause I'm hoping you would atleast love me the way i love you.

I'm crazy, never felt this way before
And it isnt a great feeling.
Infact I hate it,
I loathe it.

You were a thing,
But I treated you as a human being.
You were nothing
But to me you were my everything.

This illusion should stop
Though I have no proof that you are just using me
And though you are not really using me
I don't care anymore

Once before you made me happy

Then you made me crazy

After that I was angry...

But now,

I just want to be free.

I am inlove with my bff... and he's straight.

"Hi nicole,

how are you? me? im doing alright besides the fact that i want to slash my writs and die like an emo kid... just kidding...

Well i have this best friend, Hes about the same age as me, we hang out almost everywhere, we eat almost anything, we have the same show, shirt, cap size. often times we share a tooth brush (i know that's gross but well...) his mom knows me, and i know his dad. i have a slipper at their house and he has his personalized blanket in my home.

I think we really are the total definition of best friends.

His girlfriend runs to me when they fight, and my ex tells him why we broke up.

He takes care of me when i am sick... and i buy him food after his class.

Then one thing happened, in our school, we had a film viewing, Love of siam... well, i guess most of you guys already know what that movie is all about... i watched it intensely, i even found my self shedding a tear or two at the ending. after the movie my bestfriend joked around me saying that i am inlove with him. we laughed a bit but it made me think...

then it hit me... I am inlove with him.

I am gay i know it, but i never thought i would like my best friend, honestly he is not my type, but i dont know.. ever since that movie i am not able to look him directly in his eyes. all of the people around us including him are getting confused with my actions. He sends me text messages asking me if i am mad or anything to which i do not reply.

Help me nicole... I dont know how to act or what to do...

yours,
Boylover "



Dear boylover,

2 suggestions. If he is straight forget about it. If he is gay then you might have a chance.

First if he is straight, lets face the fact, a straight guy would never love a gay guy, it just goes over the norms of society and nature. gay is to gay as straight is to straight, you may contest all you want but that is the inevitable truth. being gay, we must teach ourselves to move on even if there is nothing to 'move on' about. you are friends, best friends and that's it, nothing more and nothing less. either you want to keep the friendship by reverting back to your normal routine or risk the friendship and admit it to him. 2 things can happen when you tell him the truth, 1 is that he gets mad or grossed out and forgets you totally and 2nd he accepts you for who you are, still remains the same but to a certain limit only, but is still going to be there as your best friend.

Second if he is also gay. Then girl you hit the jackpot, if you both could work this relationship and take it to a higher level then you might have found the one. one thing good about friendships is that it an grow into something much more mutual, i dont want you to expect or anything, but there is still a possibility that he might be from our planet romeo. (if you know what i mean) If you have enough courage and strength to confront him, i would urge you to do so, but what ever decision you might do, just dont regret it and just charge it to experience. no one dies from heart aches or sadness. If he accepts you then great! if he turns you down then good! If he still accepts your friendship, then he is really a friend, if he can't accept you for who you are... then he has some issues of his own.

May the force be with you boylover!


yours truly,

Nicole Richie

NOTTI

NAME: NOTTI
AGE: 22
HEIGHT: 5'6
LOCATION: Quezon City
CONTACT #: 0915 549 9030

Whats should i say??? He is the REAL THING! From head to toe I can't say anything wrong about him. Quiet at first but then when he gets warmer you wouldn't stop from laughing. When he looks at you with his captivating eyes it makes you want to plunge right into his arms! His soft yet firm hands would caress your body like you have never been caressed like before, and not to mention, oh! his killer smile that would melt you right away! His gestures would definitely let you experience heaven on earth! HE is like a dime in a dozen where you would put in all the effort just to catch him!

If i could, then i would say that NOTTI is definitely Nicole's Dream Boy!

I ♥ Notti ^_^

18 going 30

"Hi there nicole,

I'm on my late thirties already, never been kissed, never been touched, never been fooled. I am currently working as a professional researcher at a well renowned institute in manila, I earn about 40-50,000 pesos a month, tax with held already. I live alone, i do support my family, but since my siblings all have work i don't need to allot much to our household. I admit i have been attracted to alot of guys already, some were men who were working under me, but I was smart enough to just ignore the urges, or so I thought...

Until i met this 18 year old guy, he really was young looking, you can mistake him for being 16 or 17 years old, fair skin, pink lips, shining eyes and a charming smile. He isn't that tall, about 5'4", but my gawd... He is one cute hunk... or twink or what ever they call it...

I fell in love with his face the moment that i saw him, then I fell inlove with his voice the moment he sang... Then i fell for him the moment that he introduced himself and sat right beside me. Ofcourse, being the older one, I didn't do anything, for me oggling at a guy decades younger than me is quite disturbing... BUT I got drunk... and Lord knows what i did... I woke up the next day and he was right beside my bed, on my apartment!

Well it was kinda okay, I mean we spent days just laughing and talking about 'younger' stuff... but then He started to have problems... UNCONTROLLABLY IMPOSSIBLE problems, like today his aunt was in the hospital, and then tomorrow he needs to pay something for school or he wouldn't be able to graduate and the day after that his mom was hit by a tricycle... at first i believed everything, i was even concerned enough to buy medicine for his mom and give 'get well soon' flowers and cards, which he didn't appreciate. (cause he wants money).

I believed everything until i got to talk to this one gay guy at a bar, he was drunk and emotional, he was screaming about how he was fooled by a guy, on how he had no money anymore and how the guy broke his heart. one of the lies that his supposed to be lover told him was 'my mom got hit by a car and my aunt is in jail because we didnt pay the rent." ofcourse at first i didn't mind, it's like i did hear it but didn't think about it. when i got home my young boyfriend called me, he was mad because I didn't call him, i was touched because he really seemed to care.. after talking for 5 minutes he again told me he had a problem, that his brother is in jail because they couldn't pay the rent........ he was asking for bail money and then the rent money..... I hung up. turned my phone off and then got so mad that i punched a hole on my ply wood wall. I WAS FOOLED.

Nikki... what should I do... I love him, but all the evidences just point to is that he is just using me because of my money... I didn't confront him, i just ceased all communications between us... but what if everything is true... and that he was telling me the truth the whole time... :(

please advise me on this nikki... thank you so much...

VampireSlayer"

Dear VampireSlayer,

STOP. STOP. STOP.

did you hear me? if not here it is again... STOP!

How old are you again? and he is what?? 18??? you pedophile... well technically if he is 18 he is already of legal age... but anyway as they say age doesn't matter... but it really does... but anyway let's leave it to everyone's opinions.

So you mean you are kind of supporting him with out supporting him? It's like you are offering solutions for his problems? If you offered him yourself, with out him asking for your help, then he might really be telling the truth, but if he personally asked you to solve his problems for him then he is definitely just using you.

If you want to test him, then don't give him money or any material thing, if he asks for your help, just give him moral support instead of the financial one, if he still stays with you then he is for real, but if you fight about your inability to give money then you have the answer right there.

First talk to him, then be honest on what you are feeling. If the talk goes well then you might have just found your true love, if not then go on and fish again in the sea.

but one thing i want to say again... STOP... always remember you can not buy love... never.

yours,

Nicole Richie

To fall or not to fall?

"Good day nicole,

I'm a 24 year old guy living with my parents, i don't have a stable job and i have come from bad relationships. actually all of my relationships ended badly. Well there's this guy, he is 2 years younger than me, he is so nice to me, we started hanging out, watching a movie, having dinner, it was sort of like a date but it wasn't. it came to the point that we stayed up the whole night talking about nothing and everything, from our experiences to our beliefs and we seem to jive on every aspect of life, then he asked me a question if he could love me or not? I answered that he can't because we are already happy like this, where we could tell everything to each other... so 6 months passed already and we are still the same, i am not looking for any one and he isn't searching either. I am confused, i like him but i don't know if i love him, he has everything that i need and want and he is more than what i hoped for, im just scared that if we become a couple we might just end up hurting each other... now someone is courting him, and he said he is starting to like the guy and he asked me if it would be okay for him to say yes to the guy... I couldn't say anything... nicole what should i do...? i don't want to lose him but i'm scared to love him...

waiting for your response,
Cheekyguy"


Dear cheeky guy,

you remind me of a line in hamlet or was it macbeth? To be or not to be? that is the question. What can I say? I say GO FOR IT, i mean hello! take the risk or forever hold your piece, if you think this guy is perfect then might as well try to get him, if he stayed by your side with out complaining for 6 months then he must like you too! its just that you told him to not fall in love with you that's why he is not taking the first move. you were the one who said not to fall, so you be the one to erase what you said and accept that you yourself have fallen already. By saying fallen it means you already love the guy you just don't want to admit it yet. I might be wrong about this but your letter says otherwise :)

you felt comfortable with him being there, now that you know that there is a some one who could grab all his attention away from you, you think that it i s a threat and now you are starting to realize his true value. Examine your self, whether you really love him or if you are just jealous because you were so used to him being there for you.

just for the record, if you two are really friends, if you are really comfortable with each other, even if you end up hurting each other, you would find ways to forgive each other and remain as good friends. hurting someone is also a part of testing the strength of a relationship, whether it be as friends or as couples.

"Do not hold on to something if you are just going to let it go, and don't let go of something that you can not bear to see being held by another." -B.Ong


sincerely,

Nicole Richie

Torn between two lovers

"Dear Nicole,

I have a dilemma, well it's like this, i had a bf, we were okay and stuff, but then it came to the point where i just gave up, i mean it's not because of the fights and problems, as much as possible we tried to work things out, but then suddenly, i think i just fell out of love? i mean I my self is not sure... i have been head over heels with this guy for the longest time, but then another guy came.

well actually Guy B was there even before Guy A and i started. I weighed them both and found that i like guy A more. but guy B did not give up. He still continued to court me and did not neglect to send me at least a text message a day saying how much he loves me and that he is still waiting...

well his wait didn't come to a waste... i started to notice his efforts, he was consistent. I.. well.. fell inlove with guy B and fell out of love for guy A...

Guy A could not blame me, he changed right after i said yes, he seemed to just remember me once in a while, and he started to lie and hide things from me, it's like when the icing on the cake was gone all that was left was a bitter tasting bread.

well my problem is, i am going out now with guy B, we are exclusive already, the thing is, i did not tell guy A, i did not break up with him or anything i just stopped contacting him. Is it okay for me to do that? or should i talk to him about this? i don't know what to do please help me!


yours truly,

babytorn"


Dear babytorn,

one thing is for sure, you have to talk to him, though you are not obliged to, you have to close the deal, seal in the box or finish the unfinished business. If not then both of you wouldn't be really free from each other.

first you do have to apologize, for any relationship, you must end the current one to be able to move on to the next one. though you don't have to apologize for what you have felt, you just have to apologize for the fact that you did not inform him.

second you have to apologize to guy B, for committing to him with out ending the previous commitment

third, you have to apologize to yourself, you have been too hard on your self already, remember that you would not be looking for another love if the guy you are with could satisfy your happiness and needs, it only means that there is something lacking in your relationship with guy A that you have found in guy B. it is not a crime to fall in and out of love, its just destiny.

Talk to guy A, then go to guy B and kiss him passionately, maybe just maybe, you have found the one who would make you truly happy :)

At your service,

Nicole Richie

"For love is like a river, flowing continuously... you can't stop it just like destiny." -anonymous

Should I stay with him??

"Dear Nicole,

I have a partner, i think he is the first serious guy that i really have hooked up with, he is sweet, caring, loving... He messages me everyday, calls me when i don't respond and then hugs me tightly when im sad (i really do feel like a girl around him) the only thing is that he is a flirt. yes you heard it right, my boyfriend is a flirt, he goes out with a lot of people, people that i know. He does have reasons to cover up his tracks, though a lot of my friends are telling me that he is lying, i still can't believe them... Nicole what should i do? I'm tired but at the same time i am really in love with this guy!

Yours truly,
Lady in Red"

Dear Lady in Red,

This is normal, i mean not the cheating part, but the doubting and being confused part, of course you want to believe him, its a given fact that lovers would trust each other, all i can say is that okay so trust him, even though there's a lot of rumors, you still are emotionally obligated and just plainly obligated (because of the trust factor i used the term obligated, you cant call your partner a partner if there is no trust right?) to believe your partner. you don't have to prove it right, if the rumors are really true then the truth will eventually come out. rumors are still rumors.

BUT... if you see things with your own eyes... there's only one thing to do... STOP. no more explanations. It's one thing to give your lover a second... a third chance, but its another thing to catch them red handed. yes it's painful, i can't imagine how painful it would be but you must carry on. you should carry on. how can you find the one perfect for you if your heart is shrouded by the lies that he has been feeding you?

there is nothing wrong into hoping that everything would turn out alright, the wrong thing is that when you are being hurt beyond your limits. love your self, how can you give love to others when you yourself can't love your self properly.

i believe in your strength lady in red :)


yours,

Nicole Richie

My partner is my BestFriend's LOVER!

"Dear Nicole,

I have been friends with my bff for almost 3 years now, we met at a gathering of cellphone clans ( it's like chatters having an eyeball only this time its textmates who are dong it) anyway, he liked me and i liked him, but we only clicked as friends. I also met my partner there, he was a head turner, not like most of the people who attended he was just sitting on one corner minding his own business. i went up to him and introduced my self, then the rest is history. so basically i am friends with my bff for almost 3 years and i have been with my partner for almost 3 years also. until one day when i went home (i'm living with my partner) i noticed that my bff's watch was there, at first i thought he might have left it from before, so i didnt mind. i went it, took a bath, changed my clothes and got ready to sleep, i was just about to catch my sleep when i heard the gate opened, "it's mario."(my partner) i thought. so i stood up to greet him as i was accustomed to it already, but then i heard another voice it was patrick (my bff) they seemed to be on a rush, i was a bit confused and ofcourse feeling suspicious so i stayed eavesdropping on the door. they were conversing about me, that i might catch them, or that i might have seen the watch, my partner said i still wasnt at home because i didn't greet him at the door, when he said that they both calmed down and then they kissed... i was dumbstruck nicole... i didn't know how to react, i went to our bed, pretended to sleep, i was hearing noises but i just didn't mind... i love both of them, but i think i love my partner more... who do you think i should choose?"

sincerely,

lonelyboyblue

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Dear lonelyboyblue,

First of all, He wasn't your best friend from the start, secondly your partner doesn't love you as much as you love him.

Secondly, you don't have to choose, yes you might want to fight for your love etc. etc. or you might want to say that "sayang friendship" thing but, don't you think that its already wasted? if you have established a strong foundation on your friendship, one basic ingredient for that not to fall down is trust. Do you think you could still trust your friend after what you heard and saw? do you think you would still be able to let your partner go on drink with his friends with out thinking that he might just be meeting with some other guy? if so... then you are stupid.

what you should do is, first examine your self, of course this isn't easy, you would think about things that you could not live with out, think about the things you and your partner shared, the laughs that you and your bff laughed, the tears and fights that you experienced with in this 3 years you are with them. think about all of it, the happy times and the sad moments, admit to your self that you love them both, you might be mad, angry or sad but just tell yourself you do love them. Then ask your self can i live with out them? the answer is usually yes, if you answer no then there must be something wrong with you, you can go on living even with out them, it is hard but its true.

then this might not come as easily as i type it... forgive them, if and when you are ready to forgive them then you can say to yourself that you have moved on. you might not forget it because the damage has been done but atleast you are freeing them from the bond of hatred, when there is no more hatred in your heart then love would eventually find it's way back inside.

This may take a long time and i believe that it would be very hard, pain is hard to forget and the wounds of love takes a long time to heal... but i do believe that you lonelyboyblue would be happyboypink someday! :)

yours,

Nicole Richie

Friendly message to all the guys out there.

To all the guys that we loved,

Yes you, i am not sure if you would read this but let me tell you something, just a bit of what we are looking from a guy... You say we don't appreciate you, well in fact we so appreciate you that we don't want to let you go. You say that we expect too much, that we should just accept you for who you are, well in fact we do accept who you are and love you for what you aren't, can we ask you the same question, do you accept us for who we are and love us for what we can't be? You say we always get mad... Why CAN'T we get mad? we care, we love you that's why we get mad. You say you are shy to hold our hands in public? Dude we saw you embracing some fool in front of KFC, don't tell us that ain't skin-ship! You say you are loyal??? Then who were you kissing last time??? You say that you can't forget us? that you can't move on that easily? Well look here mister, we saw you dancing on the stage the other night, wrapping your arms around that baffoon. You say we are liars... well EFF you who lied to who???

If there was a song meant especially for you then Rihanna would go platinum,

"hey boy, just take a bow... the SHOW is over now."